5 papers down

finished maths yesterday and haf absolutely no mood to study..crap!!..my nxt paper is nxt tues..so i got a 1 wk break..feels like a hloiday already!!..where got xin qing to study?..haiz..but im quite scared for my econs paper..its the essay paper and im really not very good at it..yea i did improve thru this 2 yrs..but still im juz beginning to get the hook of writing essays..and den..i already gotta sit for this major paper..boy i really pray tt i can do it..but i guess i dun haf much worries..cos god has been by mi side helping mi so far..and i know he wun leave mi all alone..when i first did the maths paper..i got a bit scared..cos i looked at the questions and i knew tt by my own capabilities..im gonna flunk it real bad..but i prayed for peace and guess wat..haha..i managed to finish it!!..ok got careless mistake..but w/o His help..i tink im a goner..hahah..

was tinking bout where i wana go aft the As..might seem funny but i nvr tot of such things throughout my 2 yrs..wat i really wanted back den was to go to singapore poly and take maritime studies..i nvr tot of anything other den tt..den i wanted to do marine biology..but i dunno whether i can do it cos i dun take bio..buy anyway there seems to be no sch in s'pore with this course so..yeah..but now..i really feel like going to SMU..take business..dunno y leh..i tink its good to..cos i would at least haf a goal in mind..dun usually set goals..and also..cos competitions real tough..can push myself to study harder..haha..since its like gonna be the last time im ever gonna study chem econs or all tt..so..might as well do it now..u noe..oh well..c where god takes mi..

the weather's been really wierd this few days..its like super hot in the morning and it rains cats and dogs by early afternoon..u wake up sweating and den end up wearing jacket..haha..but it really spoils my mood to go out..cos like its raining everywhere!!..this weather's affecting my mood!!..i juz wana stay at home, on the air-con and slp..i dun even feel like going cg, shepherding..church stuff!!..die die!!..this laziness bug juz bit mi again..i tot i was over it..okok im crapping again..sorry..

cant wait to catch up wid my old frens..i kinda miss my frens..siqi baoyue eileen lily jieshan........sounds wierd cos we haf our own lives now..dunno how they've changed..ppl we gotta go out aft this torturous mth k..looking forward to c u guys!!