one more day

one more day to the As..i tried to study gp today..but really dunno how to study gp..wat shld i do?..like read all the past exercises?..gather points?..anyway i prepared censorship and youths..praying hard it comes out tml..its funny but i feel scared..gp's one of my if not only good subject so im really afraid i'll screw it up..those subjects tt u r not so good in..u fun feel tt scared cos u know tt watever u do..its probably the best already..but for the better subs..u constantly worry whether u haf did ur best or not..tts the prob!!..i tink i did wat i could budden a part of mi still feels like its not enuf..its so frustrating!!..

god..juz wana commit the exam into your hands..watever the outcome..it still in ur plan..so..it muz be the best for mi..tho now i really feel like going uni..i seriously doubt whether i can make it..i used to dun care in the past..but i dun wana waste my 2 yrs in hell for nothing..at least i wana go somewhere i like..study sumthing i wan..not to go to a poly when i could haf gone 2 yrs ago..haiz..i dun wana waste my time and money..and i seriously dun wana disappoint my parents..how..im freaking myself out now..god!!..pls give mi peace and calmness!!..always remind mi that u r wid mi thru these exams..tt everything is in ur hands..tts enuf..heh..i tink i can do it..with his strength..

guess wat juz happened!!..shuyi called to pray for mi and comfort mi!!..tts not a coincidence ppl..tts god toking and comforting mi thru shuyi..amazing god tt i haf!!..haha..i feel more assured now..tks shuyi..u r really a godsend..hahha..i can do this..i can make it thru this exam..and i'll emerge victorious and move on to more challenges..love ya lord!!..

i got loads of sms today wishing mi good luck and all da best..wana say thank you ppl!!..but theres a small prob..c i lost my hp..so i lost all ur numbers as well..so everybody whom i know..when u read this can u send mi ur no.?..really appreciate it!!..

tml we're gonna haf cg..to let the j2s take a breather..hehe..looking forward to it..and im going jack's place again tml..motive: to celebrate my bday!!..hahah..hint hint..hmmm..since my bday is on gp day..i guess i'll haf an extra angel beside me..hahaha..can help mi more in the gp..okok i know im crapping!!..wana wish everybody out there all the best k!!..the lord will help us thru!!

to shuyi..tks a lot for the prayer!!..actually wanted to pray for ya too budden a bit not convienient..i'll pray 4 u later k!!..and we having shepherding tml rite?..