a joyful gurl

im a joyful gurl rite now..not a happy gurl..cos happiness depends on happenings but joy depends on jesus..sorry to all those who had to put up with the unjoyful jinqi for a while..things happen that i wish didnt but well..everyone makes mistakes..

finally finally i haf settled out everything!!..unrepented sins really take u away from god..pastor jeff's sermon spoke sooo much to mi..i realised i was being quite foolish..but everything's ok now..the emotional scars are there..but god is also there to mend it all up..

leaders are human..and human beings make mistakes..gosh i cant even count all the mistakes i made..some are huge boos boos while others are juz teeny little ones that make u embarressed when u tink back on them..mistakes always holds some kind of consequnces..little ones only affect urself and tts not so bad..big ones affect others which may be bad..but mistakes dun happen unless god allows them to happen rite..so they can never really be a bad mistake..cos ppl learn from all mistakes..the only really bad mistake..is to slide away from god and never return..

mistakes are made at every single turn..we affect others knowingly or unknowingly..and i thank all who haf forgave mi for the mistakes i made..if they never forgave mi..i couldnt grow and be where i am now..cos in church..i sincerely believe from the depths of my heart..tt no one is condemned for life juz because of one single mistake..cos if even the church condemns..den there is no hope for the world..no..in church everyone is forgiven..chances are meted out again..

i apologize to u on the behalf of all leaders..but we are human beings too..pls forgive us..the big wrongdoing of men..is to complicate the simple truths that will lead us all back to god..dun lose ur pure and first motives..rmb tt its all abt god..and never abt men..

and to you..i forgive you..dun feel restrained in coming back..because everyone is given a the chance to start anew..