emotions part 2

only had one word to describe emotions svs..great with a capital G..was so happy to c tt my cg had visitors and 1 convert!!..oh gosh..my grp is growing!..god's promises r starting to come to pass..anyways..tks to all the ppl who had to gulp down my 12 cans of pepsi for mi..luv ya guys loads!!..

was toking to xinyi till late at night yesterday..bout 4 am?..tts crazy!!..aft the CLM yesterday..i was confused bout sum stuff and not convicted at all..sumtimes..its u know tt this is wat u shld do..budden..if u do wat u shld do..u feel a tinge of..unwillingness?..but still..its the best way cos its god's way..as shirley says..dun tink whether can or cannot..but tink wat is better and wat is best..sumtimes the best really really sucks..but when u choose god's way..god will make a way..rite now..i know i ll follow god's way..somehow or other..but this thing is in my nature..its like cutting off a piece of ur flesh..how do u get rid of sumthing tt belongs to you?..i dunno..

anyway..ppl told mi tt i looked like a golden monkey, korean actor zhang dong jian and an ah liam aft seeing my hair..good or bad?..hahaha..i still like my hair tho..

*do i give up you too?*