As I mentioned in some post in January, the motto of Year 2010 would be:
PUT GOD FIRST
In everything I do in this year..let me remember to put God first..
When I'm stressed out at work, I remember that I'm working hard to serve God first..when I dunno whether to stay here or find another job, I will strive to hear what God says first..before I make any major decisions, let me consult God first..
In my relationships..though I might like someone, I shall rmb that God comes first..i shall not make any moves but strive to remain status quo, to rmb that only He knows whats the next best move and I shall not spoil His romantic story for me by putting my own finishing touches..
In my friendships, I will strive to put God first by loving my friends more than myself..like how I would whine but in the end still stick to decisions to obey God, i will strive to do that with my friends..so friends, your concerns are my concerns :) I might not agree with everything you are doing, but I will try to be a good friend. but if you see me being really pissed off, let me alone by myself for awhile, or I might just shoot off something nasty which I don't really mean.
Year 2009 was a year of recovery..I spent a good 9-10 months recovering from the most shittiest period of my life thus far..it was an emotional roller-coaster which I will never forget..though I can't really rmb the pain or sadness at those points in time..I rmb the effects they had on me..but through it all, I say with utter conviction that I've grown stronger..my inner spiritual woman has toughen, and I realise now that I can persevere through many things that I wasn't aware of..I'm no longer a quitter :) And I thank God for letting my learn this impt lesson in life.
i honestly can't think much now, cos my brain's shutting down..i shall continue this another time then..
to year 2010, I can't wait to be happy and joyful again!
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